who the fuck?

i dont get people sometimes! they make comments about you and they dont even know you. like this girl she spread this rumour about me and i have no idea who the fuck she is. dont make comments about me if u dont noe me!

my talk show

hey i have a new talk show online. its thetrionaleoshow.blogspot.com. check it out people!!

wierd and wrong

were totally wrong together. we fight all the time. but he tames me, its just wrong! but why cant i let go. he means too much to me. i cant bear to be without him. its too wierd. i love him too much!

why?

why do you have such a huge influence on me?
why does my feelings depend on your actions?
why do i breathe you?
why are you stuck in my head?
why does my heart ache when youre away?
why do i long for you even when youre next to me?
why am i so attached to you?
why?

goo goo dolls-iris

goo goo dolls-iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life'
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

delema # 6 :freedom of speech

im starting to think that i dont have the freedom of speech on my own blog! someone said to me that i was mean and i shouldnt have mentioned what i did in my blog. (re: bukit jahanam) we tried telling lynne ablout it, but she walked out on us. so if i didnt write it in my blog she would have never known! i really wasnt happy with what she did, so why should i hold back on writing what i felt. i didnt have any mean intentions. shes done alot of things to hurt people. im sick of pretending that i dont know what i know. im sick of pretending that i dont im blind and that i dont see things! in a country where we dont have the freedom of speech, where do we go to express ourselves!

triona's theory # 2 : attention

well heres my theory on lynne. i think she used to like ahmad. thats why shes out to get dawn! the whole 'her liking shazz' was to make ahmad jealous anyway! i think she was trying to get all ahmads closest friends away from him. theres how she started liking azmin. i think everything that she does is cry for attention. whats the point of climbing up on the balcony when u dont want to jump? does she expect us to run to her to make her stop. by the way, she doesnt even have the balls to tell someone that she likes him, i dont think she has the balls to do anything else! its amazing what people would do just to get attention!

bukit jahanam

day 1
paint ball was really fun. poor ahmad was our primary target. well we had to bring down the most experienced player! ahmad was nicked named GI Joe and i was GI Jane cos we were wearing camo. well both the GI's had a funny experience! GI ahmad was running for the flag and about five people shot him the thing is he fell from all the shooting and well we didnt stop shooting! he was pretty much scampering to get cover! as for me, when i was going for the flag, i was running from cover to cover. well i ran a lil too fast and couldnt stop and i rammed straight into an obstacle!
later on that night after dinner there was kareoke! we had our fare share of singing but when the crowd when into the hindi songs we knew it was time to leave. we when to the apartment to play monopoly and poker. we advanced to play spin the bottle(truth or dare) lynne wanted to play it. well lots of tense things happen during the game, i was really pissed off with lynne. she had dared azmin to spell 'i am a freaking asshole' out of scrabble tiles. being un bimbo. its obvious to see that she meant something out of it, it wasnt just a dare. well being ticked off i thought i could play the same game and dared her to spell 'schemer'! well the silent argument didnt just end there, she asked dawn what she though a bitch was, i assume she was referring to me, but dawn thinks its her. dawn went on to describe lynne of course. "a person who only cares about their own feeling and doesnt care about others, a bitch is someone you really helped but turn around and treat you like crap" (well not in exact words) dawn asked lynne the same thing to and lynne said she felt the same way. lynne then had to dare azmin and she dared him to spell out ' i am sleeping with a dreadful bitch' she was obviously referring to fina and the fact that azmin is not a virgin. (she seems to think that people who arent virgins are the spawn of satan or something? well i guess were all evil arent we! except for ahmad of course! hahaha) well i honestly couldnt take her shit anymore and dawn was rather pissed off. so we decided to confront her! she walked out on us while we were trying too so we didnt get very far. i havent had the urge to punch someone in a long time. i was really pissed. ahmad had hurt his arm while tryin to vent his anger. (poor ahmad). we all decided to go to bed. azmin was suprisingly calm until we were about to go to sleep. seem scared that he might die while sleeping! (hes afraid of freddy, but hes kinda sensitive about talking about it.)

day 2
when we woke up, lynne had already left, but it turned out she was still around! (freaky) she came back in when i was sitting around smoking. she marched straight to her room. i hope she didnt expect me to talk to her, no one, i repeat no one, walks out on me! she almost immidiately walked out again then she walked in and slammed the room door. (this woman is nuts) we went off and looked for lunch (lunch was missing) she had tried to follow us. (now shes stalking us!)
we decided to go to see colmar but there was a slight problem so back we went to pj!

so here ends our trip to bukit jahanam. it was an eventful trip! full of drama!!!!!!!! thats my life really!

bukit tinggi

im going to bukit tinggi this weekend with azmin, ahmad, dawn and lynne. i hpoe i have fun!! gonna miss bryan....i dont like being so far away from him! just have a feeling that something shitty is going to happen! well just have to brace myself and take it like a bitch!!!

my new blogskin is PINK!

my blogskin shed! so i had to pick one...i didnt one such a complicated one, so i chose PINK! muahahahahahahahahahaha! enjoy reading my blog......muahahahahaha!!!!!!!!