what do you think about me?

(1): What celebrity do you associate me with?
Kelly Osbourne
(2): If I was a villain who would I be?
Mojojo's twisted wife
(3): What song reminds you of me?
Memories...... all alone in the moonlight....
(4): If I was a color what would I be?
Red
(5): Describe me in THREE words.
Cute, funny and dramatic
(6): What movie reminds you of me?
Lord of the rings
(7): What BAND/ARTIST reminds you of me?
Matchbox 20
(8): If I was a super-hero who would I be?
Wonder woman
(9): Would you ever punch me?
Yes, i would punch myself!
(10): Would you ever date me?
Yes, i would date myself!
(11): Quick, what number am I?
9

found this on mudsters blog. i decided to this myself. what i think im like. you guys can do it if u want!

bored without you guys!

its 7:00 am in the farqing morning and im in the cc with shaon and ian. ive got nothing better to do that im downloading settlers of catan. everyone just left for singapore, gonna be bored without them. i wish i was going but money and family problems made me stay back in malaysia. sigh* im sure i will find something to do, hopefully going to wolf gig later today..... sigh* need to lech.......... sigh*

ps drives people mad

been playing this playstation 1 game called suikoden, and im about the finish the game... the thought of the end looming nearer is heartbreaking! to know that those hours and hours ive spent playing is coming to an end.... ive grown attached to the characters. im used to seeing them. the end of the game consist of a huge battle, and the pre battle clips were so touching to me that im pretty sure im going mad! god help me!

so fucking confused

so disturbed. thought i had everything under contol. turn out i didnt. i dont have control on what people are going to feel! always thought i had this wierd empathic ability. i can tell what people are feeling. but can never tell what people are going to feel. so everyone.....im not as psychic as you guys think i am. i dont know everything.

i just cant! im too confused! need to sort things out in my life. still hurt. i didnt know it was going to turn out like this. didnt know you might have felt that way.....so fucking confused.

wtf did i do

what the fuck did i do?........

bands first practice

went for our first band practice yesterday. i enjoyed it. i think we work together. was a bit lost, kept missing my cue and shit. but ill get it right. need practice...i work on it guys. finally met the drummer, hes good...! *proud* i kept messing up the kittie song. just too goddamned hard!! well we havent decided on a name for the band so pacifism is not the name! *corrected* ill update more on the band in time..

forgive and forget right?...

i just realized something. i have never forgiven someone who has wronged me before. i pretended that i did, i told them i did, but i never forgave them. (small things dont count) i just cant forgive people. i find it so hard to let go. and i never forget. never. maybe thats why people are afraid they might piss me off. it could be cos ive got a really bad temper. well i hope i have never wronged someone badly. i hope they forgive me if i did. as im trying to forgive the people who wronged me.

dont mind....

just found our george is gay! bummer. goddammit! hmmm... i dont mind gay dudes....

a day in ISKL

ah.....went to ISKL today! sluuurppp! woke up around 8:30 in the morning! me.... wake up in the morning! went to see debs act. she was brilliant! i loved it! she made it all the way to the semis. her solo performance was about this retarded girl who was abandoned by her mom. i spect everytime i see deb, im gonna call her "candy"! met this really great actor there from sri kl by the name of george. he was so adorable! but i spect his gay! yummy 18 year olds..... i also met this really obnoxious guy from ISKL. the way we met was really wierd! he was dribbling a basketball in the hallway and i stopped to make way for him. he then stopped in front of me and said 'whoaa...nice pants!' then the rest of the days conversation was wierd enough....

dude (sitting on the floor on the corridor): heya gurl! good luck on you act!
triona (walking by cooly):im not acting..
dude: then what the hell are you doing here?
triona(still walking, and cooly said):watching, nice pants too...

then he wouldnt stop calling me 'nose ring girl'. pretty annoying but thrilling nontheless! i think my school did pretty well! im sure we can take back the plaque!

not that bad once you think about it!

wanna know how i spent my valentines? shall we start with the day before? ian, loco, azmin, ahmad and i went to bangsar to have dinner. the tomyam was great. than we went to azmins place to have to chill out. then round 4, andy, joe, azmin, loco and i went to bangsar to have tomyam again! cant get enough of it! than we wanted to get some cards to play gin so we ended up walking to 7eleven, well we didnt actually walk, we ran! so it was 4 in the morning and you see a bunch of people laughing and running like mad people. i dont know why? well we couldnt get the cards so joe suggested that we go to his place to take his uno cards. but we couldnt decide if we wanted to play or not, so he stopped in the middle of the road so we could decide....

joe: faster! faster decide! uno or no uno?
joe: wait... u-no or u-yes?
everyone: (laughs)
loco: im cool with it
triona: im cool too
azmin: yeah im cool too!
joe: i guess thats a u-no! cos if you said u-yes, i would have said i dont have the game!
everyone: (laughs)

so we got the cards and went to azmins place. and well everyone knows azmin has a colour problem, so he kept mixing up the reds and green. v. funny! he had to pick the card up, examine it up close before he could tell what colour it was!

valentines day

didnt do much considering the fact that i didnt have a date! so we just sat around playing snap until our hands hurt! kept listening to emo songs! so it made me feel like shit! i realized i still miss bryan. so valentine eve was v. funny! valentine night, depressing! going to have supper with emil. considering that i had friends around me all day, i wouldnt say i had a bad valentines. was pretty good! tahnks guys!

almost fixed

after multiple complaints that my blog is really hard to read, i got help from ahmad to fix it a lil. but sorry folks, i couldnt fix the problem with the tagboard! so i guess we have to post blindly again! sorry!!

new year!!! yeahh

havent blogged in awhile. been busy with chinese new year! i just got back from port dickson for my family reunion. it was held it my uncles ranch 'eagle ranch'. the place is really nice! the rooms are designed as teepees (pretty small, meant for couples), log cabins (the water from the shower comes out from a crack in the wall!), long house (its a dorm) and the one i was staying in, a traditional malay house. the rumah melayu was really cool. it of course was a house on stilts in the pond. there were basically three houses in the pond and they were connected by bridges. the shower in the place has no roof! so you get to shower in the sunlight! its really nice. the sunlight goes through the water to create rainbows! so you have white walls with rainbows everywhere! i wanted to stay in the shower forever! it was so pretty.

the reunion dinner
it was so blady boring at first. there was nothing to do! all i had was booze. and it sure helped. everyone was impressed by my drinking capabilities so we end up drinking together and i got to know my nephews. whom i hope to go clubbing with soon. they are such gentlemen. they actually made sure i was alright when i got drunk and they really took care of me! i think i was flirting outrageously with one of them! hehehehe! i couldnt help it if he had a nice body and could really sing and is a med student! i didnt mean to.... i was drunk!!! I WAS! then we went to one of the rooms to play pictionary. and everyone is really horrible at the game when they are drunk!

games
i went canoeing!!! i was so scared! i almost got tipped over in a smelly pond! ok it wasnt smelly! you could canoe around the rumah melayu and under the bridges connecting the rumah melayu together.

theres so many things to do there. horse riding, archery, blow pipes, and such! i saw actual eagles there. they made these wierd sounds that were so annoying! well i really had fun! i cant imagine spending my new year any other way!

jamm anyone?

well we didnt go jamming in the end! the drummer cancelled on us! i am very disappointed. i was really serious about it! i even spent an hour practicing the song! i cant jamm next week cos ill be still chinese new year-ing! i think we should trash the drummer and get a new one. i dont even know the dude!

oscar winner : la trinite

ive been crazy bout pirates of the spanish main! its so much fun! today i managed to trick chen that i was losing, and he should leave me alone and go get treasure instead. then i managed to get into base and pull a win. i won because im a brilliant actress and liar! i deserve an oscar!!

spanish ship: rm14
english ship: rm 20
spanish crew: rm 30
the look on chens face when he found out i tricked him: priceless

judgemental

its funny how people are so judgemental sometimes! i was sitting in the bustop and as soon as i sat down this woman went to this freaky stage where she thought i was going to rob her! just because i was wearing all black, heavy on the dark makeup, people think im into stealing and shit! wtf? people just judge you before they even know who you are.

another thing: people are so judgemental that you feel you have to change cos theres something wrong with you. then you end up changing for the worst! people!

flirting: a delema

the topic today is flirting! boy its fun, but it sure hell can get you in trouble! i recently found out that i flirt without knowing i do. and theres when people think im hitting on them but im not! im not even aware that im flirting with them. because of that people tend to fancy me. i cant stop what im doing cos im not even aware that im doing it! so perhaps i should stop talking and cover myself from head to toe!