tripple choc to keep me going

stuuck in kdu at the moment. i have class at 4 so that gives me an hour and half to kill. there is absolutely nothing to do here. im bored as hell trying to find something that would keep me going. had this amazing ice cream just now. its tripple chocolate or something.....heaven! yummy!!

im tired too. stayed up last night playing ff7. hehhee.

too much too little

i guess i havent been updating my blog. well i dont go online as much and when i do post is nothing worth reading anyway. well i have been rather busy. i should have been enjoying the holidays but i was sick for the most of it. i wanted to go for the rave in pd but i was so freaking sick. so my holidays was a waste. and i have to start classes tomorrow. there was so many things on my mind there was so many things i wanted to do.

*im not sure what the fuck im doing at the moment. my brain is telling me stop, but my heart is telling me to go on. the last time i listened to my heart i got hurt really badly.
*im not sure if im really completely over my ex.
*im in totall bitch mode and want to ruin someones life.
*im thinking that maybe i should.
*i feel unapreciated. ive done so much for a certain someone and that person never even noticed anything i did. and it seems like he has a got a replacement for me. i want him to know that i am more than what he would ever get in his life. (pretty deep huh)

bored after exams

well me exams are done. gotta week holiday.........bored!!! been playing ff7 till i pass out. blah!! just watched the island....worth a watch people....go watch!!!!

not prepared

arrrrgghhh!!! finals on monday!! im not prepared!! im not! im not!!! arghhhhhhhhh!!!

cute guy

met this really cute guy in the cyber cafe. well always noticed him, finally got really talking. his name is johan. got his number too. cute...

paul

talking to my godbrother online. havent seen him since i was still a baby, then would have been bout 18 years ago. nice to keep intouch.

selfish but truthful

am i selfish?? i dont think i am, but i dont think i like sharing people very much, i guess that does make me selfish then. i guess i like the feeling that im the only one, that im special. so when i have to share, im not the only one anymore... im not special. selfish it must sound, but heck, at least im truthful!

time to cool off

time to cool off now. been so busy with everything. ive spent too much time hanging out that i missed class today. thats not gonna go to well for me, i might be barred from my exam. and finals is a week away. so im going to take the time off and study and rest a little. so no hanging out for me unless i really need it. maybe on the weekends, i have to limit myself somehow!