christmas, tequilla and gin

wow, havent posted in awhile! been really busy. well christmas, i had breakfast at ryans place. food ofcourse was great! then i went to amcorp and waited for wolf so we could go to debs place. he turned out late so we didnt go at all. then it was dinner at rudys. i loved the food, couldnt get enough! had some drinks. lots of tequilla shots(my fave)! had my first 'blow job' and fuck me up'! didnt quite like the blow job but the fuck me ups were so yummy! dawn and i just sat around the bar and drank shot after shot. yummy! then we started playing gin. and we went on and on. rudys mom served us food so we just ate and played. i think we finally stopped around 3pm. when we realized that we had to get going to the shop party! that was alrite. we just sat around and chilled. i found out that azmin was my secret santa. ahmad was so surprised that i was his. he had no idea. i am a great actress! i deserve some sort of award for myself! hahhaa. so yeah, i would say i had a good christmas. all that tequilla! yummy!

thanks everyone

i think the party was good. i think everyone had fun, well i think they did. im so happy that everyone turned up. i want to thank everyone who attended, it meens alot to me; everyone who gave me presents, ive never been showered with presents before; for everyone who helped me with the party; everyone who made my birthday a happy one, u know who u are; and for all the birtday wishes, it made my day brighter. thanks everyone! thanks for making me happy!

about loneliness and bad friends

well its my bday today and im sitting alone in the cyber cafe, feeling very lonely. i almost decided to spend my day in bed. finally decided i had to at least try to have fun on my birthday. looks like im having another shitty birthday. im just hoping that everything goes well on the party tomorrow. i hope people actually show up. but looking at the way it has been, the friends who has not ditched me, are probably gonna ditch me. well thats what happens when u have great friends. well i am throughly glad that i still have some friends that care. thanks guys a bunch. thanks for not ditching me when everyone else did.

about birthdays and hot bosnians

my bday is tomolo and im not sure if thats a good thing. seems like all my friends have ditched me on my bday. but im going on and having this party anyway. even if no one shows up. ive sent multiple invatations and i havent got replies from most of em. why is it everyone decides to ditch me on my birthday?

well on a lighter note. theres this really cute guy beside me and he is so hottttt!!!! i saw him in ss2. he was walking along and i sware to god he paused and started to pose. hes teasing me i tell you.