Thursday, March 30, 2006

artistic impressions

theres a trip to cameron highlands for my photography class at the end of the month. its for 3 to 4 days i think.

im planning this super drinking session. total...every night until we get alcohol poisoning!!! i think we would take better photos if we were drunk lol. artistic impressions of everything.

im sure someone would plan to jump off a clip and we can take an artistic picture of that..

trying to get this hot guy to come along so i can be very artistic with him.... *slurp*

god i love artist!

lost for words

gosh now that ive brought back my blog i seem to be lost for words.....

shyte

Friday, March 24, 2006

theres only the two of us

you know how in movies or books they have this scene where two people meet and they stare at each others eyes and nothing else matters to them? the entire world dissapears and the only people around is just the two of them.

well ive been lucky enough to experience this. and yes people it actually exists!

my ex boyfriend and i met up after ignoring each other for so long. and we had loads of fun, its the first time weve been civil with each other in soo long. and in the midst of laughing so much our eyes met.

i cant describe exactly what it felt like. but i will try.

it felt like we were transported into a different world and all was standstill. all the noise and everyone else just evaporated. all i saw was him, all he saw was me. there were only two people in the world... us.
i cant say i was thinking of anything....it was only feeling. he felt my cries and my pain, he felt my love for him and the deep connection we had while we were in the relationship. i read his soul, everything that he wanted to tell me and couldnt. i read his hopes. ive never felt so close to someone in my life.

i knew then that he loved me and that he never stopped loving me.


everything else didnt matter. they guy i was dating faded from my mind. it was the same for him too. all our problems didnt exist.

we spoke with our eyes and our souls. i heard his pleas for me. the promise that all will be better once he found his place in life, and that he never meant to hurt me. and that it was only right if we were together and that one day we will if everything was right.

it was the most beautiful experience i have ever faced. and yes, its just like the movies and sappy books. it was perfect.

im back..with a vengence

yup....its been too long. i dont know how often i will post considering im so unbelievably busy. but i promise il make effort. i know i probaby lost alot of readers and have no idea how to tell them that im back.

its been a hard and difficult year for me. ive been tested in so many ways that im not sure if i managed it at all. everything is rather blurry and i will try to update everything i should have over these past few months!

thanks guys fo requesting for my blog to come back.