Customs Killed my Christmas

I got my package from Germany, my prize for 4th place. My sis woke me up and told me and i was so happie... jumping out of bed to go open it. It was like christmas! i felt like a kid happie to open presents! But when i opened the biggest prize (the wooden settlers of catan set), it was empty. The bags and casing were there, but absolutely nothing in it. Empty. Zip. Nada. Zero. And the latch was broken.

It felt like Christmas was ruined. I was waiting so long to get it, just that damn box. We suspect that it might have been customs or the baggage handlers. But theres no way to prove it. So Edwin said he will email them and try and get a replacement. I really hope so, cos i love that set sooo much.

But if anyone knows how to find out what happened or who i can sue for taking my prize, please tell me.

Stop Haunting Me

I'm trying to do different things to distract myself. I want to forget him and things that remind me of him. Cos i know this is getting unhealthy. If he has no concern for me why should i care about him. So im doing different stuff, just trying to keep myself busy.

I was checking an old chat (imvu) and then i see that hes on my friends list. I didnt even know he was on imvu! Where can i go where he doesnt haunt me.

So im getting involved with an old fling again. Hes always been nice to me and hes a good guy. But with him i see so much of him that i wish was different. That i wish was more like the person im trying to forget. I wish we had the same passion, i wish he was just as crazy and fun.

The thing about him (the person i want to forget) is that hes my total equal, and i love that in a partner. We can do the same crazy things and have arguments over religion for hours. I love that he mentally stimulates me. I love the fact that hes practically my twin cos we are so alike in so many ways. And i miss that. And every guy that has come by for a year+ has been compared to him. I know it, i just didnt want to admit him. I wouldnt say i love him, cos i dont think i do. Its just that ive put him on a pedestal, a benchmark. He is my ideal man. I just need to forget that he is, and move on to next best or better.

Facebook Whore

Ok so ive been neglecting my blog. So what have ive been up to? Honestly... facebook. Its sad but its true. Everytime im online its what ive been doing, facebook.

I joined this really cute program there called Human Pets. Its so much fun. You get to buy people, including your friends and you get to name them whatever nickname u want. And people get to buy you too, so theres alot of nice clean fun. I'm hooked. I got an awesome owner and i love buying cute men with long hair.. Hehehe...

I'm such a facebook whore.

PS: Run just reminded me that my birthday is in a few weeks, and i havent planned anything yet. argh! i have to wait for my elder sis to get back from china before i plan anything and my younger sis wont be able to make it cos shes join to Langkawi.. sucks.

Wrong Dog

im emo~

My friend from US and i were talking about going to visit him when i go to US next year. He was talking about the stuff we can do and how i would love to meet his dog. And the first thing i thought was 'yea i always wanted to meet Tobey (Wojtek's dog)'. I dont know how it popped in my head but it just did.

And just as i thought about it, my music player plays G&R- Don't Cry. Which happens to be my Wojtek emo theme song. Argh... I swear my computer is trying to make me depressed.

I always wanted to meet Tobey, i heard so much about him from Wojtek, and how hes so cute and silly and smart. Argghhh... wrong dog Triona, wrong dog!

Blondes Have More Fun

I woke up 3 days ago and decided, I WANNA BE BLONDE! It just hit me like that, i open my eyes and figured i needed an excuse to be bimbo. So i did it! I was abit reluctant, i was afraid i might look abit ah lian. But i think it suits me, sad to say.

Still slightly copper
My roots are super blond while the rest of my hair is dark blonde
Im Blonde Baby!
With flash it looks red :/