nothing i can do

well im single now. i really miss him but there is nothing i can do about it!

ive joined the dark side

remember that posting i made about magic: the gathering being evil? well i think ive gone to the dark side then.....ive been hit by the bug. its so bad that i drafted twice yesterday and im borrowing johans book on ravnica. well i guess the story line is just too interesting for me too pass.

well like riz said: "if you cant beat, join it!". well i guess i couldnt take the fact that my boyf was spending too much time with magic that i decided to join as well!

sigh..... i hope i know what im doing!

took out the video

i took out the video clip, realized that some pcs hang because they cant load it and it takes ages to load! well hop eits better now!

magic is the root of all evil!

Magic: The Gathering is the root of all Evil!!!

i know michelle has beaten me to this posting but its true!! magic is the root of evil. for you guys who dont know what magic is, it a card game that separates all lovers. my relationship is in ruins because of it. he doesnt have time for me because all he does is play magic. there is no end to it. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY! he doesnt even have the time to FUCKING LOOK AT ME!!!


magic = time and money

time = money, therefore

magic = money and money
= money2

money is the root of evil, therefore

magic= evil


its all scientifically proven! there is no denying it!

lots have happened

wow.... havent posted in awhile..... well time to make up for it so many things have happened!!!

let see...

1) i had a huge argument with my boyfriend......extremely huge....im talking about yelling on top of my lungs crying like there is no tommorow kinda argument. we manage to talk it over and we decided that it is time for a break. he wants space to think about things.

2) i dont know if i want to still be with him. if he is always so god darn busy and have zero time for me then i dont think its worth it! and he keeps ignoring me. im not sure if its him that i want or its being someone that i want.

3) he kissed me in public....he never kisses me in public, around all our friends. it surprised me, shocked me.... but i loved it. of course i told him that he was mad...im confusing

4) went to wolfs bithday party. the day started pretty slow with people drafting, playing twister, charades and i played this drinking game called animosity or something. where you deal out a card to everyone and the person with the highest card gets to choose someone to drink a shot. the person who drinks gets to make up a rule...like no one can say the word 'drink'. well the key to this game is to SHUT UP. and well i cant do that and the more i drank the more chatty i got. in the first two mins of the game i had downed 5 tequila shots. at the end of the game i had 15 tequila shots, 2 whiskey and coke and this foul thai drink that i think was the one that caused me to be drunk!

well all i remember was me lying on the floor, me trying to kiss mark, me making out with zidek and me passing out in the bath tub. what i heard later was a lot of different versions of the story which some arent true.... there was me molesting mark, me sucking face with zidek repeatedly. wolf seeing me naked, me flashing everybody, and everyone trying to breakdown the door that i locked myself in cos they thought i might have drowned myself.....god knows what happened but i think i rather not know. i had fun. all the girls got drunk and when we woke up the next morning we had a laugh about everything. great party, great fun! hope everyone had as much fun as i did!! ;)

5) played with fireworks in ryans house for deepavali. had good indian food and just sat around chilling.