i feel better, i can move on.

well i finally had talked to bryan about what he felt. well i couldnt go on as confused as hell. wondering all the time what hes thinking. well its definately over between us. now that thats cleared up, i can move on. the one and only thing that stopped me from moving on was the thought that he still loved me. hes my first love, its rather hard tolet go. my first real boyfriend. i learned alot from being with him. i will always love him. im looking forward to being friends with him, after all he is the only person in this world who knows who i really am. every part of me. told him everything: my jealousy, the dude that i was dating, how i was actually over him before i somehow came up with the conclution that he still loved me. i feel so much better. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my chest. thanks bryan for everything.