forgive and forget right?...

i just realized something. i have never forgiven someone who has wronged me before. i pretended that i did, i told them i did, but i never forgave them. (small things dont count) i just cant forgive people. i find it so hard to let go. and i never forget. never. maybe thats why people are afraid they might piss me off. it could be cos ive got a really bad temper. well i hope i have never wronged someone badly. i hope they forgive me if i did. as im trying to forgive the people who wronged me.