this charade

im tired of lying to everyone, sick of pretending that everything is fine. its not im lying to everyone and im cheating them. the only person im honest to is myself... and i dont know how long i can put on this charade. im getting tired. the reason im pretending is so i dont hurt anybody. if i told the truth everyone i know would be hurt so i cant, i cant tell them what im like. cant show them what i really feel...