Sunday, September 11, 2005

falling, flying and crashing

how is it when you think your falling for someone you start thinking about someone else.

never thought id be admitting this but, i think im falling. falling so hard that i can get hold of anything. i feel like im flying.

i will hit the ground soon. i know its coming but i cant bring myself to hold on to something to keep me from crashing. its like i want to crash.

im confused. im not sure what im feeling. is it a crush. is it lust. is it only because im growing fond of him. i dont know.

i have to talk to him. i have to prevent myself from crashing and smashing my heart. i cant keep on living this lie. i cant keep on pretending that there is nothing wrong. i cant keep on pretending that everything is okay and that there is nothing wrong.

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