i dont know why its dissapointing me so much. is it too much too ask for a little time together.
i had such a shit morning. i woke up with a msg saying maybe i should leave him. its not surprising that i cried. been so emotional for the past few days....i think im still crying a lil. everyone just thinks my eyes are watering cos im sick....great cover up. my hands are shaking uncontrollably. im trying my best to hide it.
so i pushed my emotions away for the time being and decide to go for class. well i got to college, but there was no class. i have 2 hours till class actually starts. so im waisting my time, fucking around. i need a smoke badly, but i havent eaten anything...so i know its a bad idea to smoke...since i am sick after all.
ill probably be meeting him later.... wether we talk is a different matter entirely.
why do i feel so depressed?
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