christmas....god i hate it!
its got the ability to make you all warm and loved. but it also has the ability to make you feel cold and extremely lonely.
especially when there is nothing to celebrate. and no one to celebrate with...
im especially confused this christmas.
my ex and i kissed. and considering the fact that i thought i was over him, a hell load of feelings started surfacing. well i thought i still wanted him and i thought that maybe he still had feeling for him.
and then the guys i used to date started coming on to me really harshly...and i didnt know what to feel.
my friend seems to be wanting all the guys there is. shes got a boyfriend but keeps on wanting more. im worried. especially for him.
on the great side, i actually have loads of fun at rudys party.
i went there with my new black dress (which was supposed to make me look innocent, but ended up showing LOTS of cleavage), my new bob hairstyle (my hair is gone!) and my angel wings. aside from flashing everyone, smoking like hell, spend most of my time at the bar and was seen drinking lots; im sure i looked like an angel!
im glad christmas is over!
now i can relay a lil. and get the rest i need so badly.
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