blog shy

raj told me that he has read my blog, and for some strange reason i was mortified!!! i guess since he is pretty close to bryan, i was afraid he might tell him about it, he also noticed my outdated wishlist. hehe!! :D well yes i have to change that! cos i have stopped crying over bryan, and im not trying to get back with him....yeah....thats right! im more on working on being friends with him!!!