linked to bryan

it seems everything in my blog is about bryan. well he was a huge part of my life. its hard not to write about him. i started writing this blog when i was having problems with him. if you read my blog from the first ever posting till now, you see a whole emotional wavelength revolving around him. i apologize to all my readers if they are getting bored with me yapping about bryan. but as everyone notices, i write about my emotions on my blog. and bryan is probably the source of half the things i feel. in a way i am surprised at half the thing i write on my blog. its rather personal. but i find that people enjoy reading my blog. so i guess ill keep it up. i know lots of people say that they prefere reading my blog when im not so emotionally linked to my postings. but thats what makes my blog intresting. and thats something i wont want to change.